Brian McFadden Heartbroken model Vogue Williams says her life is in turmoil after Brian McFadden marriage split

The 30-year-old said she had always dreamt of being a wife and mother but following her split from the singer she feels like all her hopes have been dashed.

Since the break-up Vogue has been questioning what she’s going to do with her life and fears over the future have worsened anxiety issues she has always struggled with.Vogue added: “My head’s all over the place. I feel like I don’t have a goal. Everything that I wanted is sort of gone.
“I wanted to be married and I wanted to have kids for so long and now that’s sort of gone, and I’m like, ‘What do I do now?’
“I’m trying to figure out where I’m going with my life and that causes a lot of anxiety.”
In the summer the pair revealed they were parting after nearly three years of marriage.
Despite announcing the break-up on Twitter, she and Brian, 35, continued to live together for months and were pictured going to several celebrity parties together.
While their split appeared to be amicable, Vogue hinted she doesn’t get on as well with her former flame as she seems to.
But she refuses to publicly criticise Brian because she doesn’t want to upset his daughters – Molly, 14, and 12-year-old Lilly-Sue – from his marriage to former Atomic Kitten star Kerry Katona.

Vogue said: “It’s not as easy as it looks and we do have our problems.
“But I would rather not put it out there. I just think it looks bad for everyone involved.
“Brian has two kids, I get on very well with them and I’d hate for them to see us publicly bash each other.”
he UK-based reality star, who left her home with Brian a few months ago to settle into her new flat, also told VIP magazine she doesn’t see the singer as often as it seems – except for when it comes to their pet pooch Winston.
She added: “We’re not in contact all the time.
“We do share a dog though so we will always see each other.”